Why difficult in loving a person

Recently i fall in love of a girl in my batch. She is a good girl that help me a lot in my life . I still remember the 1st time that we meet in steamboat dinner that invited by christ or nicole liew.

I know that she is a good girl that i hardly to imagine that i still can find a girl like her in the world . She is good enough that help all people in her life . People who read thisblog may say that i am bluffing and not try to win her heart . I dun care because i really love her .

She is a good girl that i can see . She seldom remember what peopel had done to her . Her smile that make people fond of her . Her kindness that help lots of people. She can give courage to person that feel down. People who read thisblog may say that i am bluffing and not try to win her heart . I dun care because i really love her .

Since she know that i love her , i feel that my relationship with her is like a wall between our relationship ( i mean friendship). I fell gang ka when every time that i meet her . I really hope that i can try to break the wall between us to let us like before. Even we cannot become couple i just hope we can become friend like before . I really do not hope that i try to get a girlfriend that causes me to lost a friend in my life. It is not worth at all.

I just hope that she can see this post and give me an answer . I do not hope she do not so fast give me the answer but at least tell me when and how. I do not expect much because i not a good guy who do not hope so much . If she willing become my girlfriend, it will be one of my blessing in my life .