Saturday, January 23, 2010

MUET RESULT

even muet result had came out on 11/1/2010, wat a shock for me . All my friends got band four except me . How ... it ... happen.......... I really put lots of hard work for it .. Went for tuition and bought muet book for exercise.... My Hope to U.K may destroyed like that ......I may go but the chances only happen if mirical happen..
Even it happen almost two weeks, i think that i can put it down. Actually i cun .......why !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i try my best but the result i get is not wat i deserve for.... Until today i still sad about it ... Angry for myself... cannot forgive myelf ..... even my parent scolded on me , i think i deserve it and more angry from them... Keep asking why i had do wrong.....
IN order to prevent myself ffrom thinking it , i try to keep my life busy with anything .....WHY!!!!!!! This incident can happen ? ?
I think i am the most stupid preson in the world ...... NO people can compare to me .... I am no.1 perso who dumd , stupid , useless and hardworkfor nothing ..... I also is the most bad luck person in the world ... THE MOST STUPID, DUMD and BAD LUCK PERSON IN THIS WORLD... WHY I WAS BORN IN THIS WORLD ??????? this in my mind since that day........