Why difficult in loving a person

Recently i fall in love of a girl in my batch. She is a good girl that help me a lot in my life . I still remember the 1st time that we meet in steamboat dinner that invited by christ or nicole liew.

I know that she is a good girl that i hardly to imagine that i still can find a girl like her in the world . She is good enough that help all people in her life . People who read thisblog may say that i am bluffing and not try to win her heart . I dun care because i really love her .

She is a good girl that i can see . She seldom remember what peopel had done to her . Her smile that make people fond of her . Her kindness that help lots of people. She can give courage to person that feel down. People who read thisblog may say that i am bluffing and not try to win her heart . I dun care because i really love her .

Since she know that i love her , i feel that my relationship with her is like a wall between our relationship ( i mean friendship). I fell gang ka when every time that i meet her . I really hope that i can try to break the wall between us to let us like before. Even we cannot become couple i just hope we can become friend like before . I really do not hope that i try to get a girlfriend that causes me to lost a friend in my life. It is not worth at all.

I just hope that she can see this post and give me an answer . I do not hope she do not so fast give me the answer but at least tell me when and how. I do not expect much because i not a good guy who do not hope so much . If she willing become my girlfriend, it will be one of my blessing in my life .

BLACK&WHITE

This movie i had seen during sem 4 which mean long time ago. Busy with others like studies so do not have time to write this blog. Sorry ya

The main character of this movie called 陈在天，吴英雄，陈林，蓝西英和小马。The chracter that i had mentioned all arefrom different department and different background. 陈在天，吴英雄和蓝西英 all are police and resposible for catching criminer. 陈林 is a girl whose father was the head of 黑社会. 小马是一位离开萨克奇的人。

All the chacters need to work to gether to overcome a big problem which may bring a disaster to the country. The other charcters that i do not mention like 何小梅，南和北方局长为了个人和组织的利益不断地kill other people that innocent like children and people that know their secret.

The movie tell us that which colour that we want to choose in our life.We can not choose between the two colour which is grey . The influence of black colour in our life is very strong that may cause a politician and police that seen in the movies choose them and kill other people that know their secret and relatives related to the poeple that know the secret.

In order to prevent anything like dying of other people that continue to happen,the both main chacters who were police try to do their best to prevent it . Besides that, the main message that want to be carried out by the movie is knowing the enemy that you faced in life . The enemy that you faced may be is your greed and love to have power. The other enemy that we faced in our life may be other or ganisation and other people.

IN conclusion i want to say that we need to identify the enemy in our life. So we can have a better life.

The emaning of christmas

Lot of people think that Christmas is a celebration. By having Christmas tree , Santa , red deer and present , people usually think that they will satisfy by these kind of items .









What is the true meaning of the Christmas ? My opinion think that the true meaning of Christmas is the day that people blessing each other in many types of ways such caring people in trouble , giving people present with a willing heart and etc. Christmas is the day where all people need to forgive each other and blessing each other. For Christian, Christmas is the day where Jesus Christ sent to earth by Father. I think that Christian should follow example of Jesus. IN this month let us ( Christian ) become this month as the month of blessing others and the month to upgrade our spirit .

end of Sem 2

Now sem 2 is officilly end. 2 more weeks from now i will enter sem 3. There were lots of fun and joy in sem 2. The most joyful thing that i had gone through were going out with lots of friends like gen yuan , nicole , sze ying , lee ming , ching yee , christ , shin yen , sook yee and others . Even i was not so often went out with them but i was able to enjoy and appreciate the times that i had with them. I reaaly enjoyed the time i had with them . Thanks lot ya . During break of sem 2 , i may be busy with my muet prepairation and enjoy myself as many as possible . I would like to say sorry if i had hurt any of u's feeling . Bye max ur life where u are and what u do 

How to survive

It is ao fastrated . Study so hard for what ? For family may be . For myself not sure . How to get the good result . Study harder than other people and result worst than other people . Why i not talented in study and memories all the thing that i learn like superman . Petrol price increase and life get harder . I cun see any enjoyment in my life . The empty in my heart never be fiiiled . If there is a choice and no people need to pay for it , i think i rather die no burden to my parent. I also dun need to have lots thing to think and worry about . I think that is the most happy thing . How ................... .I think need to study to repay my parent

the life in sem 2 part 1

This post may be my last post in this sem . I am very happy in sem 2 . Every weekdays go out especially on thursday . I , ching yee , huey ping , cui cui , christ , sze ying and vivian went for the eating tour ( jalan - jalan cari makan ) . after eating at chu cong fan , it was ching yee idea to see her " zhang dong liang " then bak gu teh and curry laksa . The latest activity that we had was going out to sing k . That was my last outing with them . We sing from 3.30p.m until 9.00 p.m . Ching yee and szeying sang many song like they have very chong he . At redbox , i found out that there is buffe dinner . I though i eat a lot but huey ping and sze ying also ate lot 2 of course less than me . Then i and nicole went to buy gen yuan 's hamster food and his sock. I am sorry that if my action and words had heard u all for this sem .

Life in sem 2

The sem 2 just begin a few weeks ago. The 1st month of the sem is like enjoying to me even i want to study for eos . I have a great start in my 2nd sem . I have lot of fun with the c2-14-4 big family , nicole . sze ying and huey ping big family.Always go out 2 midvalley to see movie . The thing that i still wonder until 2day is how the c2-14-4 big family to live together . I think they strat peperangan adi when they wake up. Beside that , i also woke up at night to see euro 2008 with gen yuan , sze ying , calvin ,christ and lee ming .There are lot of suprise in the football match like the france kicked out in group stage , holland bided by russia and greece lost in stage too.2day morning (30/6/2007) is the final of euro 2008 who is the winner between spain and germany ? i dun know but i say that spain may be is the winner .