The fail in exam

What can I do after knowing that I had failed my final... The stupid person I am.. VERY STUPID...Not matter how hard I had tried or how many effort I had put into but wat I got for my result nothing is NOTHING JUST A FAIL AND FAIL.. RESIT AND RESIT ...I dun have face to go back to face my parent.... they had waste lots of their money for me sent me studied in U.K.. wat result I had get ... Is a fail... Seriously speaking... I dun even want to enjoy the trip that I had one now.... wat for I need to enjoy ... in my mind now was CPP...CPP...CPP....CPP....CPP

The person think he/ she is very good

So wat can I do when a girl said that she appreciate wat you had done .. It is worth .. I know I am stupid not even get a pass in my final.... Go ask la who will sacrifice the time they needed to do some thing for a person especially the birthday falled before exam... Lots of people asked me to just buy a cake and not bake a cake ... but I choose to follow myself cause I believe I was able to do it ... but u said u apprecaite wat the fuck okok..... During final sem exam , my birthday failed on it but no people celebrate abd even wish me ... i ok with it.. I do it cause I dun want you to be fill like me when exam feel lonely especially the birthday failed on it.... Think wisely.....

The shame go to some of our batchmates even the junior know how to care for their senior. Among senior who close not even care for each other love to take advantage of each other and lie to each other ... pls dun do this ..... U think u are then u are lol...

The prom nigth

It is the prom that I will attended .. I was tired but I cannot sleep cause the result will be released soon and my adrenaline was too high and I just cun sleep .. It was fantansic night and a good night .. I was very happy of it but thanks ya guy.... It will be last time we all together have fun after the trip.... later we graduate u all will not hear from me again ... I just that I want to forget something and some people... It was the most painful and suffer semester that I had gone through ever in my life....

I loved nicole .... I want her to be my girl friend.. I tried so hard but in the end wat I get is from a bset friend become a stranger... I dun know wat I had done or de zhui of nicole bbut every time I msn her I just dun get the reply back and I was always fu yan by her.... I really dun know why seriously I was very sad and hurted by her ... I was so angry until today I really dun for give I was badlly hurt compared to 1st time I dated... why.... I wanted to forget everything and I really appreciate the friendship but wat to do ... some thing happened adi cannot be turned back actually I planned to have a final trip with her and her housemate but I think the plan can be forgetted ba.. the real reason I created the 2nd account of facebook bacause I dun want see the picture in the 1st account of my facebook.... I REALLY WANT TO FORGET EVRY THING HAPPEN

Dun know why suddenly that I have so many things to write.... I dun know that why I like to write the blog... I think a person worth I to be forget I try and dun think so much when a girl said she appreciate all you had done it is a lie IT IS A LIE I dun believe it again

The person that I used to love had be come a person I used to hate before that ... Lucky one sister in Christ had reminded me that Forget is not equal to forgive where I usually try too.. Do it.. We used to be a clost friend and housemate before coming to U.K. I even try to want her become my girl friend but now not even talk to each other.. One at my friend birthday surprise, I had known that she was weird that she even wanted to walked outside when she actually can passed through me house that weird but anyway what can I do....

I knew that I not a person she liked but I not to say or want to talk bad about u... but one thing I really want to pass out the message is that when we cannot become friend it is ok but one thing I dun like is the lies that you had said out.. U personally said to me that U not close to some people and dun like them suddenly like now u very close to them that weird for me but I dun know wat u think .... The other thing I wanted to say out that I knew that I not a very good guy or person that speak out very frankly and the word I said out might hurt u or other people ... However I knew I was wrong some time but at least k I frankly said out... I cannot said that I just dun like them little wat mean by that little... when I said yes mean yes totally not partially or little la...

I knew u are girl who know how to care and love other people but when used it wisely dun often said the important decision left unsaid but let a person know ... If care a person ask person directly there is no point of ask other cause other dun know and other might simply said anything I had nothing to said but just that I hope we can be closed friend as before we come to UK